one is the magic number.

all i want is to find a friend who is as excited about hanging with me as i am about hanging with him/her. ive always wanted an ace boon coon. never really had one. well, not since i went to high school. (middle school - i had a whole group of close friends) and just when i finally think i've found one, i am proven wrong. this is a recurring issue in my life, which undoubtedly brings me to the conclusion that i am meant to be alone. a loner. all by myself. and as pitiful as it sounds, i am not seeking pity. i dont want anyone to feel sorry for me. it's absolutely alright. i'll live my life doing what i want to do, when i want to do it, alone. im sure there is one issue that i will encounter, though. i've always been a very social person; i like talking and communicating with others. i cant do that if im alone, right? well, with sacrifice there is reward. i wont have anymore days like this where the people i expect to call and say, "let's hang out," dont call, and im left feeling nervous and upset because someone didnt invite me somewhere. if i stop expecting so much from people, i wont be disappointed time and time again, and thererfore, the stressful days of wondering why i wasnt invited wont occur anymore.

Haunted - Evaluation

So, I received virtually no feedback from the post of my video entitled, "Haunted," so this evaluation is coming straight from me. I'll start off by mentioning that it was the first video that I ever produced and directed on my own. But no time for excuses. The video is...it's unappealing. There are some essential elements missing. I need to take more time developing it, instead of rushing the production to make a deadline. So, I'm going back to the drawing board. I'm going to take what I've learned in producing the first video to make the second one 10x better (for everyone's sake). And the rest of the project will be coming soon, too! Like I said, I'm going to take my time reproducing "Haunted," but I will be premiering the video for another poem very shortly. Stay tuned.